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[02 Jun 2005|08:12pm] |
i heart a boy, but if he doesnt text back in the next five minutes i'll die
such is the life of a teenage girl
sigh
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i wish i was brave, and i knew the answers
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ok so im actually writing a real entry
so recently i've never felt more like myself. im finally independent. and every time i say it i think of that supid independent woman song, but i am. and i love it. but i am also afraid that this new found self has gained many great qualities, yet lost great ones too. but i will get them back when i get my feet back on the ground. i will be a better fuller person with the combination of old and new.
thats what i love about people; they change. every person has the capacity to grow and mold and learn. im so thankful for that.
i want to wear my pretty dress.
one of those qualities i lost is talking to god. he used to be the little angel on my shoulder. i talked him all the time. now, not so much. with out strife, i no longer felt it a necessity. but i know, and always have know that it is breath. life giving breath. whether my life is going smoothly or not, i will not forget that he is there. we are beginning to pick up where we left off. and i love him.
passion
the knowledge independence has brought me:I understand someone whom i thought was flat a lot more, and it makes me more sympathetic towards past experiences. i really am crazy. my friends and family deserve more than what i give them. i shouldnt confuse myself with thsoe around me. i used to know who i was with out a doubt, and i should get that back. im happy. im lucky. dont let people take advantage of you by falling for petty things.
ur more to me than you think, more than what i thought
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[18 Mar 2005|03:19pm] |
wow, found thi sthing and its really ..well me
As I mature:
I've learned that you can not make someone love you. All you can do is stalk them and hope tehy panic and give in.
I'v learned that no matter how much I care, some people are just assholes. \
I've learne dthat it takes years to build up trust, and it only takes suspicion, not proof, to destroy it.
I've learne dthat you can get by on charm for about 15 minutes, after that, you'de better have a big willy or huge boobs.
... etc. and other cynical yet funny type things
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[15 Mar 2005|06:46pm] |
Let me not to the marriage of true minds
Admit impediments. Love is not love
Which alters when it alteration finds,
Or bends with the remover to remove:
O no! it is an ever-fixed mark
That looks on tempests and is never shaken;
It is the star to every wandering bark,
Whose worth's unknown, although his height be taken.
Love's not Time's fool, though rosy lips and cheeks
Within his bending sickle's compass come:
Love alters not with his brief hours and weeks,
But bears it out even to the edge of doom.
If this be error and upon me proved,
I never writ, nor no man ever loved.
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[04 Mar 2005|09:41am] |
Im a pimpette im first class,
dont believe me i'll kick ur ass
so all you pimps that think ur cool,
just remember pimpettes rule
.... is it just me or am i a hardass
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[29 Jan 2005|12:54pm] |
Ummmmmm.... not what i expected..... but if the generic internet quiz says so, I must be. anarchy fo life bitches.
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[20 Jan 2005|04:16pm] |
I've been on the verge of crying all day,
i thought this was all past me
i've never been so hurt and disrespected
i was so upset complete lies,
but then i figured he has to be hurting more than me to act like this
so everyone please pray for him, if you know me, then you know who im talking about so dont ask, just pray, please
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[13 Jan 2005|03:55pm] |
alena is coming todaaaay, alena is comming todaaaaay (sing song voice)
man i can not wait, a wonderful 3 day weekend of pure ecstacy. haha
i definatly think there will be some hell raising! im a bit sad that kyle will be gone, but at least i wont have to worry about splitting my time. i gotta go to tutoring for satan, and i liek how i havent understoood anyting in class. bah. anyways have a wonderful afternoon, day, whatev!
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[11 Jan 2005|12:04am] |
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im joining crip
lets see today started brighta nd early at 5:30 in the am when Karen and I went to weight training. i most definatly felt hard. i even took a shower at school, biotch
other stuff and what not im tired as crap
peace out
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[21 Dec 2004|08:58pm] |
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I must be the luckiest girl in the whooooooooole world!
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[18 Dec 2004|02:24pm] |
my God i forgot i had one of these things.
Thank god schools out, but i have to work a crap load.
Where is Christmas?
I'm goin back to my roots people.
Hi five for Nikki, she is the coolest person I know.
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Okay so there is this relly cool prayer that i've really taken to heart lately... its prtty common so you've probably heard it and i dont exactly know it word for word, but here goes:
lord grant me the serenity to accept the things i can not change,
have strength to change the things i can not accept
and give knowledge to tell between the two
its helped me with a whole heck of a lot of stuff. I'm really just now understanding how many things i have to be thankful for!
so anyway thers just been so many things goin on, most of you have already heard all my stories, but soem highlights:
stacy's was awesome...well except the whole hospital at three in teh am, but melissa you are my hero!
the witch house, and hitting a fence.. oh god
failing my drivers test... and meeting the love of my life only a few hours there after (which made that disappointment completly leave)
seeing nikki doodles! yay
school, church, practice, hanging, you know how it goes
so fairly pointless entry leave a randomass comment please, cuz that would make my day... song lyric, the first thing you think of when you wake up, the first thing that comes to your mind when you think of me(wink wink) childhood memory, someone elses phone number but dont tell me who it is so i can call haha. what animal would you be i dont relly care
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[08 Oct 2004|03:45pm] |
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I believe in love at first sight!
yay
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This is the enty i have ever, and will ever write.
Today I had cross country practice. Today I had no sports bra. Today at practice we had a work out; meaning I would be forced to run with out proper support. NO ONE had an extra bra. Things were looking quite grim for me as you can imagine. .......... Until, Mrs. Howard (my savior) whipped out the masking tape. I was taped-up three ways from next thursday, but it worked. It worked really well and i had no problem running. Yay for masking tape!
Quote from meghan upon seeing my boobs.
"You look like Zena the warrior princess."
....... you can only imagine
That was the highlight of my day.
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today was such a great day. i definatly think it had to do with teh weather... but either way it was just a good day.
after practice karen and i wnt to get the eye brows done, and i saw my little asain lady (brenda) whom i've known since the age of 4. Man she is the coolest vietnamese i know! anyway, She did our eye brows and i started talking to her about nails and hoemcoming and what not. all in all i started thinking about homecoming and dresses, and whether i would go and dates and well i wasnt planning on going, but word on the street is that junior cabinet members are obligated to go. but whatever its like a month away, i got time.
fca was good, giles is a good man... too bad austin is the slowest ever at bunk-beds.... fun stuff
random entry hope you enjoyed it!
<3 leanna
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Yesterday was the day that makes you happy to be a teenager.
Windows down, driving down the highway, sun shinning, singing as loud as possible, surrounded by the best people in the world as singing also loud as possible, yeah it dont get better than that.
the best part was going to the school to pee.... and jessi running pushing away the mob, and more singing soco and shotgun.
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I was reading people's journals today and the content of each seesm to follow a general trend consisting of statements like, "i hate school" "i miss summer" and just an overall feeling of drabness. i am updating to say i too feel the same way. Not so much i hate school, i have actually gotten quite use to it, but a general feeling of "meh." (meh is quite possibly the best word to use in this situation) I'm perfectly content with the way tihngs are going, while at the same time I'm aching for change. I'm not depressed, I actually feel quite good, but it feels liek I'm simply going through the motions, waiting for soemthing to happen. I went to FCA monday and i have been thikning rather diligently about what the speaker said. Though corny, it made a lot of sence to me. He said that as Christians we need to "stir the soul, not manage the mess." Yes, i wanted to hit him every time he said it, but its true. God will love you no matter what, whther your actions are good or bad. OPeople run around worried if they are doing the right thing, striving to just make their life function properly (managing the mess) when what they need to be working on is forming an intimate relationship with God (stirring the soul)and doing the right thing will become second nature, not just a decision. I realized shortly after, that I manage the mess. It's not that I dont have a relationship with God, its that I've been caught up in everything for so long. i had depended on things that will ultimatly fade from me. Right now, I feel as though I am waiting. I have no idea why, but i believe it is the cause of my recent restlesness. It is so hard to be th kind of person I want to be and live teh way I know i should live. Writing this entry did help me realize i should take action... though I don't completly know how.... somthing will be done.
I really hope soem of you took time to read this. Though i ahve heard similar messages, the one form FCA was just a good reminder to me and maybe you can make senc of something taht is bothering you in your life.
When i sat down to write this, i really didnt have any intentions of it being so "churchy" but really i felt a need to share my thoughts.
Have a great day!
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[18 Aug 2004|09:49pm] |
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R.I.P
Not many of you may know about the death of my dear Pinky. Pinky was the best,a nd i mean best water bottle i have ever had. That bottle went with me evry where i went, always by my side, always there for me. That bottle was my insintive to drink water, just for the fact that it was so damn cool. I even had plans to put stickers on it. I'm deeply saddened by the unfortunate events. Pinky will be missed.
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[18 Aug 2004|09:14pm] |
yay
i love my momma
and i am excited about hooking her up with mr. gut because i want to make her happy.
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